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lady of venezia-
i saw you in the dank corners of night,
when my dreaming muscles beat..
where the shadows led an unsightly scene,
of endless darkness and death (despair>hope)
Oh but such a familiar scene...
the bleeding of sin from the mother's womb,
the deprivation of what is fair and right,
events in life are becoming quite trite;
as crowds rise with the sun and waste away their miserable lives.
yet each night i see a part of you,
i am given a task to fullfil. a meaning to live.
you may not be able to speak,
you may not be able to hear me,
yet i wait,
until the delicate petals of your eyes open once again.
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[07 Jun 2006|12:00am] |
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Water drips, a parachute falls.
A fallen soldier's grave remains.
In this barren land of corruption and insanity;
kill them all- (with the machete that you hold)
nothing stays the same.
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Just finished ap world exam.. I must say.. it was quite... impossible. I probably did bad. oh well.. saoli cheered me up with some of her verses.
mS CHU lovesyou: baby
mS CHU lovesyou: you are far too fine to look so sad
mS CHU lovesyou: turn yo frown upside down
mS CHU lovesyou: i've never seen angels cry
Auto response from Chowdownpooch216: longboarding it out
mS CHU lovesyou: NOO
mS CHU lovesyou: I STILL HAVE MORE PICK UP LINES
mS CHU lovesyou: DON'T GO
mS CHU lovesyou: don't go, ill go insane
mS CHU lovesyou: are you jammaican? cuz you jammaican me crazy!
mS CHU lovesyou: i could talk to you all night
mS CHU lovesyou: do you like for breakfast?
mS CHU lovesyou: i want to know what to make you in the morning
mS CHU lovesyou: you know. after we make love
mS CHU lovesyou: its okay if you fail in school
mS CHU lovesyou: all you need to know is the alphabet
mS CHU lovesyou: i know mine
mS CHU lovesyou: if i could, i'd put U and I togetehr
mS CHU lovesyou: at least you're taking an AP
mS CHU lovesyou: at least you're going to school!
mS CHU lovesyou: i know kids who cant even make it that far in life
mS CHU lovesyou: at least you know whats right and wrong morally. you dont ditch and get truancy tickets
mS CHU lovesyou: are you a ticket? because you got FINE written all over you
mS CHU lovesyou: maybe you're a bakery truck? because you got a nice set of buns
mS CHU lovesyou: no? well maybe you're lucky charms
mS CHU lovesyou: because you're magically delicious
mS CHU lovesyou signed off at 6:53:51 PM.
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Perhaps most agree and state that all humans were created equal, but I've come to realize that people really don't believe in that. Why are there invisible statuses in our society? Why is it that when a plane crash is reported on the news, the reporter states "(insert the name of a famous person here) was among the 382 passengers"? It's stating that this particular person is most important out of all the passangers. Is this good? fair?
I think I failed my math test.
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So i sat on the computer thinking about what is time and about gravity and newton and the black hole.. but nothing was achieved- it was a waste of time, and time is irreversible.
Finals are over, there's nothing to worry about, right? But i noticed that if i dont have homework to do, i think about this shit, and it leads me nowhere.
I am in love with the beatles once again. "here, there, and everywhere" makes me want to run a mile and save paris hilton from a car crash.
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[30 Jan 2006|10:04pm] |
AZN dude218: help me on my essay
AZN dude218: when u have a change
AZN dude218: chance
Chowdownpooch216: i can rite now.
AZN dude218: ok
Chowdownpooch216: im bored and im getting nothing done
AZN dude218: how is it relevant today
AZN dude218: the book night
Chowdownpooch216: oh yea.
Chowdownpooch216: i know it
Chowdownpooch216: nevermind.
AZN dude218: i need some help with my thesis
Chowdownpooch216: i saw the thing.
Chowdownpooch216: dude..
Chowdownpooch216: look at all the wars in history.
AZN dude218: but relevant TODAY
AZN dude218: not yesterday
Chowdownpooch216: nanking massacre by the japanese,
Chowdownpooch216: iraq torture..
Chowdownpooch216: why are these wars happening?
Chowdownpooch216: because of religion and human nature itself
Chowdownpooch216: human nature favors violence.
Chowdownpooch216: without laws that restrict us from submitting ourselves into violence, humans would all be savages.
Chowdownpooch216: humans are, afterall, animals.
Chowdownpooch216: and what do animals do? they compete within their species till the best fit survive and reproduce.
AZN dude218: yeah, so i write abbout that?
Chowdownpooch216: afterall, animals just survive to reproduce and strengthen their gene pools.
AZN dude218: yeyes
AZN dude218: k, thanks
Chowdownpooch216: and keep their species thriving.
AZN dude218: ima call bea
Chowdownpooch216: y
AZN dude218: to help me
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: i give u help
AZN dude218: i give u help
AZN dude218: what great english
Chowdownpooch216: i do.
AZN dude218: imk jk
Chowdownpooch216: its present tense so it does make sense.
AZN dude218: u go to biological
Chowdownpooch216: ur the one that doesnt know english.
AZN dude218: i need philisophical
Chowdownpooch216: fine,.
Chowdownpooch216: ill give u the shit.
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: but just say humans are natural savages that go wild without superior authority and laws which restrict us.
Chowdownpooch216: and..
Chowdownpooch216: hmm
AZN dude218: hot?
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=2864501&imageID=212991593&Mytoken=7E5181C6-5A57-740C-0454EACA20FB27EA94299364
Chowdownpooch216: ew
Chowdownpooch216: dude..
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: she looks like a praying mantis.
AZN dude218: she skorean
Chowdownpooch216: no shit.
Chowdownpooch216: lol
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=8224141&imageID=305970052&Mytoken=88C17933-7A91-60E5-932CF6CFA0ECCBD590369825
Chowdownpooch216: http://www.sundstrom.org/photographs/insects/images/praying_mantis_1_2001-08-11.jpg
AZN dude218: who does thath look like
Chowdownpooch216: they look alike.
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=8224141&imageID=305970052&Mytoken=88C17933-7A91-60E5-932CF6CFA0ECCBD590369825
Chowdownpooch216: bomi
AZN dude218: lol, damn her boobs are way huge in that pic
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: dude..
Chowdownpooch216: korean girls..
Chowdownpooch216: i dunno about u.
Chowdownpooch216: but i think most of em are fuckin dumb.
Chowdownpooch216: lol
Chowdownpooch216: sorry to say,
AZN dude218: esther?
AZN dude218: kristin?
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: they are exceptions.
Chowdownpooch216: well, kristin studies like whack
AZN dude218: but korean fobs are way smart
AZN dude218: smarter than japanese
Chowdownpooch216: and she asks soo much questions.
Chowdownpooch216: so yea.
Chowdownpooch216: fuck yea.
Chowdownpooch216: maybe..
Chowdownpooch216: fob japanese are fucking dumbasses nowadays.
AZN dude218: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=498495
AZN dude218: hot?
Chowdownpooch216: ew.
AZN dude218: these koreans are so fucking hot
Chowdownpooch216: first off, she has too much make up on.
Chowdownpooch216: u have no taste whatsoever
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=29930&imageID=348033&Mytoken=97728418-9615-E4CF-C1E4C04DB413183599891436
AZN dude218: look at her eyes
AZN dude218: lmao
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=8641&imageID=219280287&Mytoken=AD579D44-9BBF-114A-3C241335107FB54349917177
Chowdownpooch216: wow dude.
AZN dude218: hot?
Chowdownpooch216: she looks like a dumbass and shes gonna get fucked soo much..
Chowdownpooch216: she looks okay, but she looks like she would appear in the grudge mobvie.
AZN dude218: lol
AZN dude218: yeah i had that same thought
Chowdownpooch216: i duno it might be the room
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=52916&imageID=272034364&Mytoken=CA88880E-141C-F233-5CD81238EAEDA28390802777
AZN dude218: hot?
AZN dude218: big ass boobs
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: whore.
Chowdownpooch216: i call whore.
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=52916&imageID=376623440&Mytoken=CA88880E-141C-F233-5CD81238EAEDA28390802777
AZN dude218: damn sexy
AZN dude218: lol
AZN dude218: well not her position
AZN dude218: b ut her face
Chowdownpooch216: whore.
Chowdownpooch216: u like whore looking koreans.
AZN dude218: lol
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=137975&imageID=50997261&Mytoken=11FB226C-EC99-5CF2-51C2E6984546428668128769
Chowdownpooch216: eww..
AZN dude218: lol
AZN dude218: hot
Chowdownpooch216: does she have michael jackson's nose?
Chowdownpooch216: or is it hers..
AZN dude218: ..
AZN dude218: just cos ur jealous
Chowdownpooch216: ew dude
Chowdownpooch216: dont even try.
Chowdownpooch216: lol
Chowdownpooch216: cause seriously, i would throw up if i saw her.
AZN dude218: lol
AZN dude218: yeah sure
AZN dude218: whatever
AZN dude218: hot shit
Chowdownpooch216: lmao
Chowdownpooch216: k ill show my friends
AZN dude218: k
Chowdownpooch216: Kroqroqqs: ewww
AZN dude218: whos that
AZN dude218: and what pic did u show
Chowdownpooch216: dante
Chowdownpooch216: the ugly ass one
Chowdownpooch216: Legend Sekkusu: diff. person
Legend Sekkusu: lol
Legend Sekkusu: this one is worse
AZN dude218: lol
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: Legend Sekkusu: she gets like
Legend Sekkusu: a F-
AZN dude218: i already showed ryan
AZN dude218: he gave her a 6
Chowdownpooch216: which is a fail.
Chowdownpooch216: lmao
AZN dude218: D
Chowdownpooch216: sevenfour20: yah i guess
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: u do have a contorted taste.
AZN dude218: ask some real koreans
AZN dude218: such as deborah
AZN dude218: and krisint
Chowdownpooch216: shes a fucking girl
AZN dude218: so
Chowdownpooch216: they
AZN dude218: girls know all
AZN dude218: kirsitn said shes fugly
AZN dude218: hhah
AZN dude218: this one
AZN dude218: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=137975&imageID=50997261&Mytoken=11FB226C-EC99-5CF2-51C2E6984546428668128769
Chowdownpooch216: dude ur calling them lesbo?
AZN dude218: its cos its whor-y
Chowdownpooch216: dude seriously dont try to make me throw up.
AZN dude218: dude, girls always talk about how other girls look
Chowdownpooch216: yea but its not like they would bounce doughnuts and have a lesbo relationship
AZN dude218: duhh
AZN dude218: but they know whats hot
Chowdownpooch216: no they dont.
Chowdownpooch216: kristin said shes ugly
AZN dude218: sparklethat (9:24:07 PM): shes okay
sparklethat (9:24:09 PM): but that one pic sucks
AZN dude218: WHAT NOW
Chowdownpooch216: dude.. girls cant rate other girls.
Chowdownpooch216: its not the same.
AZN dude218: yeah they do
AZN dude218: they do it all the time
AZN dude218: kristin and bea always talk about how other girls look
Chowdownpooch216: so ur saying that if a guy that has a 6 inch penis and a girl that has a 5 inch deep vagina, that would be the same?
AZN dude218: wtf are u talking about
AZN dude218: im just saying that girls rate toehr girls
Chowdownpooch216: but its total bullshit
Chowdownpooch216: they're not guys.
AZN dude218: youre just contorting it to your own sexual mind
Chowdownpooch216: dude its not the same.
Chowdownpooch216: im telling u.
Chowdownpooch216: i think ur gay now.
Chowdownpooch216: j/k but really.
AZN dude218: AZN dude218 (9:26:23 PM): AZN dude218 (9:26:06 PM): do girls rate other girls?
AZN dude218 (9:26:40 PM): like say if their pretty today or whatnot
sparklethat (9:26:52 PM): geez.
sparklethat (9:26:53 PM): yeah
Chowdownpooch216: dude its not the same though
Chowdownpooch216: theres no drive to it.
Chowdownpooch216: like "oh yea, i wanna tap that shit"
AZN dude218: u cant even tap a dog brian
AZN dude218: lol
Chowdownpooch216: yea i can..
Chowdownpooch216: fine ill tap ur spirit
AZN dude218: AZN dude218 (9:28:13 PM): would u ever say that u would tap a girls ass cos shes hot?
wristbandgeek (9:28:36 PM): id say that
AZN dude218: what now
Chowdownpooch216: bullshit.
Chowdownpooch216: thats one person
Chowdownpooch216: and is she lesbian?
AZN dude218: go ask her
AZN dude218: i DARE you
Chowdownpooch216: and i did.
AZN dude218: and?
Chowdownpooch216: doesnt respond.
Chowdownpooch216: maybe she thinks im psycho now
Chowdownpooch216: cause i just said
Chowdownpooch216: "are u lesbian?"
AZN dude218: wow.
AZN dude218: dude thats wrong
Chowdownpooch216: why?
AZN dude218: ok, would u walk up to kristin and ask if shes a lesbo
Chowdownpooch216: sparklethat: and she really wasnt lol
sparklethat: LMAO
sparklethat: yeah i know
AZN dude218: ?
Chowdownpooch216: she knows she looks like michael jackson.
Chowdownpooch216 wants to directly connect.
AZN dude218 is not accepting Direct IM requests or does not support the Direct IM feature..
AZN dude218: but still, youre getting away from the point
Chowdownpooch216: no im not
Chowdownpooch216: u said shes hot
AZN dude218: YES U ARE
Chowdownpooch216: i have more votes as shes hot
Chowdownpooch216: than not.
AZN dude218: BUT U SAID THAT GIRLS CAN RATE OTHER GIRLS
AZN dude218: cant
AZN dude218: **
Chowdownpooch216: yea they can
AZN dude218: U SAID THEY CANT
Chowdownpooch216: its jut not the same as guys rating girls.
AZN dude218: AZN dude218 (9:24:13 PM): but they know whats hot
Chowdownpooch216 (9:24:17 PM): no they dont.
AZN dude218 (9:34:36 PM): Chowdownpooch216 (9:24:44 PM): dude.. girls cant rate other girls.
AZN dude218: right there brian
AZN dude218: RIGHT THERE
Chowdownpooch216: i meant in a literal sense.
AZN dude218: no u dont
AZN dude218: cos then why would u say this
AZN dude218: Chowdownpooch216 (9:25:14 PM): so ur saying that if a guy that has a 6 inch penis and a girl that has a 5 inch deep vagina, that would be the same?
Chowdownpooch216: maybe you should be the spongy layer of the mesophyll instead of being a hard headed bitch.
AZN dude218: im not being a hard headed btich
Chowdownpooch216: yea u do.
AZN dude218: yeah i do
AZN dude218: that doesnt even make sense
AZN dude218: k, i win
Chowdownpooch216: ur contorting what i say into these weird ass shapes
Chowdownpooch216: thats narrow minded right there, saying that u won.
Chowdownpooch216: just like king arthur did.
AZN dude218: what the hell, i have substantial evidence of what u said
Chowdownpooch216: for*
AZN dude218: i layed out the conversation to you
Chowdownpooch216: for*
AZN dude218: what u EXACTLY said
Chowdownpooch216: EXACTLY what u said*
AZN dude218: u specifically stated that girls cant rate other girls, and then u changed it to being that its not the same sense
Chowdownpooch216: its not the same.
Chowdownpooch216: is what im saying.
Chowdownpooch216: they shouldnt.
Chowdownpooch216: but they can
Chowdownpooch216: but they do.
AZN dude218: yeah, i know
Chowdownpooch216: ??
AZN dude218: nvm, youre too literal
Chowdownpooch216: first you say im too biological now you say im too literal.
AZN dude218: biological has nothing to do with literla
AZN dude218: literal
Chowdownpooch216: u said i was though
AZN dude218: yeah
AZN dude218: when u were writing the essay
Chowdownpooch216: whhich doesnt make sense.
AZN dude218: yeah u do into all that shit that doesnt even apply
AZN dude218: went**
AZN dude218: Chowdownpooch216 (8:52:30 PM): afterall, animals just survive to reproduce and strengthen their gene pools.
AZN dude218: there is so much more to life than on that literal basis
AZN dude218: yeah, thats true
Chowdownpooch216: no there isnt.
AZN dude218: but theres more to life than making babies
Chowdownpooch216: thats their main goal.
Chowdownpooch216: isnt it.
Chowdownpooch216: life is just a bunch of organic matters
Chowdownpooch216: that came from inorganic matters
AZN dude218: youre being shallow right now
Chowdownpooch216: not at all.
Chowdownpooch216: im being realistic.
AZN dude218: ur not looking into the depth of a human being
AZN dude218: ur being way to realistic
Chowdownpooch216: and im sorry if u cant take the hard truth, mr god believer.
AZN dude218: life doesnt happen that way all the time
AZN dude218: what about those who dont reproduce hmm?
Chowdownpooch216: then they havent done what they are supposed to do
AZN dude218: they have no purpose on this earth? and they might as well commit suicide?
Chowdownpooch216: they werent fit.
Chowdownpooch216: sure.
Chowdownpooch216: if they want to.
AZN dude218: so ur saying
Chowdownpooch216: go ahead.
AZN dude218: if britney was unable to reproduce, u would watch her kill herself
Chowdownpooch216: it resolves the population problem wont it?
Chowdownpooch216: i wouldnt watch.
AZN dude218: so you would go ahead and let her do it
Chowdownpooch216: that wouldnt be beautiful at all.
AZN dude218: but she isnt fit
Chowdownpooch216: i dont like what ifs.
Chowdownpooch216: what if she was able to produce babies
Chowdownpooch216: what if she was god
Chowdownpooch216: what if
AZN dude218: what if she wasnt
Chowdownpooch216: what if
AZN dude218: yeah
Chowdownpooch216: what if questions are too fallable.
AZN dude218: and what if she was inept to reporduce
AZN dude218: what if
Chowdownpooch216: it has no base to it.
AZN dude218: what if u were unable to reproduce? would u kill urself
Chowdownpooch216: no.
AZN dude218: if u contracted the aids virus are u gonna go and die?
Chowdownpooch216: i would go on with life like nothing happened.
AZN dude218: right then and there when u found out
Chowdownpooch216: yes, i will eventually die.
AZN dude218: but according to u, theres no purpose onlife to live
Chowdownpooch216: thats not true at all.
Chowdownpooch216: ur just unfit to reproduce.
Chowdownpooch216: ur getting things mixed up.
AZN dude218: yeah, but u said that the sole purpose of life is to reproduce and strengthen gene pools
AZN dude218: did u not?
Chowdownpooch216: goals in life and the goals as a human are different.
Chowdownpooch216: sure u can go do whatever the fuck you want
Chowdownpooch216: and not reproduce.
AZN dude218: did you or did u not say that the purpose of life is to reproduce and strenghten gene pools?
Chowdownpooch216: u would be unfit to reproduce thats all.
Chowdownpooch216: it is.
Chowdownpooch216: but there are 2 goals.
Chowdownpooch216: desist.
Chowdownpooch216: u need to think.
AZN dude218: ohh but now there are 2 goals?
AZN dude218: but why iddnt u say that before hmm brian?>
Chowdownpooch216: there are goals to humans and goals to life.
Chowdownpooch216: cause i never had to.
Chowdownpooch216: you never asked me.
Chowdownpooch216: and why state the unneeded information?
AZN dude218: because it is needed brian
AZN dude218: it is
AZN dude218: that is not uneeded info
Chowdownpooch216: that is needed info...
Chowdownpooch216: because it is?
Chowdownpooch216: you have no basis in your arguments.
Chowdownpooch216: you have nothing to support them.
Chowdownpooch216: think before you speak.
Chowdownpooch216: and take in what people say.
AZN dude218: I HAVE THE CONVERSATION BRIAN
AZN dude218: what exactly u said
Chowdownpooch216: okay?
Chowdownpooch216: so what?
Chowdownpooch216: will i give a shit?
AZN dude218: so, therefre i have substantial evidence
Chowdownpooch216: i dont think i will.
Chowdownpooch216: behind what?
Chowdownpooch216: ur arguments dont have evidence at all.
Chowdownpooch216: its all to fallable
AZN dude218: yes they do
Chowdownpooch216: u have no idea about what ur talking about.
Chowdownpooch216: u really don.
Chowdownpooch216: dont.
AZN dude218: life is fallable brian
Chowdownpooch216: no shit.
AZN dude218: exactly
Chowdownpooch216: shut up with that.
Chowdownpooch216: thats a whole different prospect.
AZN dude218: so therefore u cant really base life off of anything
AZN dude218: since its fallable
Chowdownpooch216: ?
AZN dude218: there are always two sides of the stoy
AZN dude218: story
Chowdownpooch216: that does not make sense.
Chowdownpooch216: send it to any one of ur friends.
AZN dude218: there is no circumstantiable evidence about the way life should be lived
Chowdownpooch216: humans are fucking animals
AZN dude218: but thats going into the human being aspect
AZN dude218: with ur gene pools
AZN dude218: and reproduction
Chowdownpooch216: they live to reproduce and pass on their genes and have variation and strenghten their gene pools.
Chowdownpooch216: but what you want to do is up to you.
AZN dude218: but why live if u have no purpose?
Chowdownpooch216: humans, organisms with 2 hands and 2 legs have the right to take away their lives.
Chowdownpooch216: ugh...
Chowdownpooch216: dude, sorry but u just wont understand and i dont see any point in continuing this conversation if you wont understand.
AZN dude218: yeah, and according to Chowdownpooch216 (9:54:14 PM): they live to reproduce and pass on their genes and have variation and strenghten their gene pools. ---they should
Chowdownpooch216: i just said that.
AZN dude218: i know
Chowdownpooch216: wtf are u trying to say?!
AZN dude218: it has ur sn in it
Chowdownpooch216: what ur saying is all circumlocution.
AZN dude218: Chowdownpooch216 (9:55:06 PM): humans, organisms with 2 hands and 2 legs have the right to take away their lives.
AZN dude218: u said that
AZN dude218: right
Chowdownpooch216: it has no support and its just ongoing nonsense.
AZN dude218: and i said this
AZN dude218: AZN dude218 (9:55:45 PM): yeah, and according to Chowdownpooch216 (9:54:14 PM): they live to reproduce and pass on their genes and have variation and strenghten their gene pools. ---they should
Chowdownpooch216: yes.
AZN dude218: yeah so if u read that, and understand it, it means that humans should kill themeselves becasue they live to reproduce
Chowdownpooch216: wtf...
AZN dude218: ifthey are not able to reproduce
Chowdownpooch216: i didnt say that.
Chowdownpooch216: dude. those are two seperate ideas.
Chowdownpooch216: ur haphazardly connecting them together, saying something that doesnt have any support.
AZN dude218: berb, dinner
AZN dude218 is away at 9:58:21 PM.
Chowdownpooch216: ryan agrees with me.
Auto response from AZN dude218: dinner--pizza
Chowdownpooch216: u dont make sense.
Chowdownpooch216: i said that humans have the choice to take away their lives
Chowdownpooch216: not that they have to.
Chowdownpooch216: so why are you going on about how if u cant reproduce u have to die?
Chowdownpooch216: u need to try better than that garrett... read more books and get a structural basis for ur arguments.
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[01 Jan 2006|01:44am] |
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ah, so it is, new years. The oh-so-delightful beginning. still have homework stacked to the height of the eiffel tower, but i can do it. i have hope.
im in the mood for poetry. dark poetry. so here it is.
I see him- the father. knocking on my coffin. the sanctified costume, the cross in his hand, a book in another. "my, you look like you're withering" he said in a cold tone. "i fucking am you asshole" "you cant make me become influenced- you cant." i stand and take his cross- i move towards him and i stab him.right.in.the.heart. "oh why must you do that? please, dont be so violent" he looked at me unchanged. He was satan. he was hitler. he was a gestapo.
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[24 Nov 2005|05:06pm] |
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Whee. Its thanksgiving break! I saw harry potter on sunday with matt, and i must say, it was good. Im in love with hermione now and I want a british accent. Yesterday, I bought a longboard, and its really nice. Feels like butter when I ride it. I feel tired cause i rode it for 5 hours or so today. nyways, peace outs.
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[09 Nov 2005|06:46pm] |
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shiawase nara te wo tatakou- nobodyknows |
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Bleh, things are going alrite. school is pretty boring and ap's are killin me. i work now @ kumon and correct papers and give help to lil kids. i want a longboard. i really do. and i have an inunderstandable passion for japanese rap now. its good funny stuff.i really want sum sleep. the end.
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[20 Sep 2005|10:56pm] |
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things are going alright with my classes and all. they're pretty boring though. i want summer back again.
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[05 Sep 2005|01:01am] |
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All i have to say is: donmai...donmai!
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[23 Aug 2005|11:06pm] |
AMotoiS: lol
AMotoiS: Im noty rich
AMotoiS: Im using my JACE money to buy the wristbands
chowdownpooch216: ?
chowdownpooch216: i didnt say u were..
chowdownpooch216: lol
chowdownpooch216: i said the bellagio ppl were
chowdownpooch216: i cant believe they used 350
chowdownpooch216: oh dood
chowdownpooch216: i blew up a computer fan today
chowdownpooch216: i was being dum
chowdownpooch216: i plugged it in the ac adapter thing
AMotoiS: lol
chowdownpooch216: connecting them wires
chowdownpooch216: and then the fan went too slow for my taste.
chowdownpooch216: so i plugged it up to a huge ass wire
chowdownpooch216: 120 volts
chowdownpooch216: and on it goes.
chowdownpooch216: (click) POP POP BAM ZZZZZZZZZZ
AMotoiS: Nice
chowdownpooch216: scared the shit outa me
chowdownpooch216: i was about to get electricuted.
chowdownpooch216: and almost put the house on fire
chowdownpooch216: lol
chowdownpooch216: i was scared death.
AMotoiS: lol
chowdownpooch216: fuck me now that im older scared.
chowdownpooch216: dood
chowdownpooch216: make wristbands that say
chowdownpooch216: "I'm single."
chowdownpooch216: and then it can make love.
chowdownpooch216: lol
chowdownpooch216: and they would pay ppl
chowdownpooch216: us
chowdownpooch216: we'll be millionaires.
AMotoiS: lol Dude
AMotoiS: Ill do just fine with War to Drugs
chowdownpooch216: we should make 3
AMotoiS: Im not making a profit from these
chowdownpooch216: i know
chowdownpooch216: but i am.
chowdownpooch216: lol
AMotoiS: So stop your friggin schemes lol
chowdownpooch216: make me the I'm single ones.
AMotoiS: lol
chowdownpooch216: how much are they?
AMotoiS: Im not paying 60$ for "Im single"
chowdownpooch216: like.. 30 cents each?
AMotoiS: 20 minimum
chowdownpooch216: ?!?!
chowdownpooch216: shit!
AMotoiS: lol
chowdownpooch216: livestrongs are produced for like.. 10 cents each
AMotoiS: 2.50$ each to make
AMotoiS: Yeah well
AMotoiS: They order in like 10,00 orders
chowdownpooch216: with cheap indonesian rubber
AMotoiS: That gives them discounts
chowdownpooch216: and cheap labor in china.
chowdownpooch216: lol
AMotoiS: lol No they order them from the place I got them
chowdownpooch216: thats horrible.
chowdownpooch216: using labor in china.
AMotoiS: lol
chowdownpooch216: man,
chowdownpooch216: so sad.
chowdownpooch216: when u make a environmental or peace ad,
chowdownpooch216: u use cheap labor in china
chowdownpooch216: that get paid a quarter a day.
AMotoiS: lol
AMotoiS: Well at least its a job
AMotoiS: If they can find something better they'll quit
chowdownpooch216: but they can't.
chowdownpooch216: its going on from generation to generation.
chowdownpooch216: they live with a piece of bread each day.
chowdownpooch216: and water
chowdownpooch216: with cheap second hand clothes
chowdownpooch216: from the salvation army.
chowdownpooch216: third hand*
chowdownpooch216: that was used by the salvation
chowdownpooch216: then handed to them
chowdownpooch216: i mean..
chowdownpooch216: its sad.
chowdownpooch216: ur too greedy of a person to understand the pain.
AMotoiS: . . .
AMotoiS: Unfortunately
chowdownpooch216: and im sad to have you as a friend now.
AMotoiS: I know youre being stupid
AMotoiS: lol
AMotoiS: and how dare you say something like that
chowdownpooch216: you said-
AMotoiS: seriously
chowdownpooch216: If they can find something better they'll quit
AMotoiS: YES
chowdownpooch216: and at least its a job.
AMotoiS: Thats the way itll be so come down
chowdownpooch216: how possibly can u say that simple?
AMotoiS: If they found something better theyd quit
AMotoiS: What are you blabbering about
AMotoiS: This is planet Earth
AMotoiS: Things arent easy to get Brian in case you havent noticed
AMotoiS: So be quiet and think about it
AMotoiS: Lord almighty
AMotoiS: You earn things not get them for free
AMotoiS: Well be back later Mr. China
okay, mr shady.
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[22 Jun 2005|09:49pm] |
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oooh man. finals are finally.. OVER!!!!! FUCK YES!!!! im soo damn happy. this year has been memorable.. kinda.. not really..lol. im just glad that all the stuff is over... geometry math project, bio project, tests, finals, homework.. well, i have to go to school for 3 more days (just sitting in class doin nothin)... i think ill get a new hairdo: my hair has outgrown me. something azn, short, brisk, sharp? lol ill update again if my lazy ass tells meself 2 do so.
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[19 Jun 2005|09:05pm] |
FINALS TOMMORO THRU WEDNESDAY!!!
i really shud study like hell, but i just don't feel like it...
i layed on my bed today, "studying" for 3 hours.. actually staring @ the ceiling..
it feels like summer break alredy.. i really need to concentrate. I NEED AN A ON MY ENGLISH FINALS!!! that's all i'm worried about.. peace.
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[10 Jun 2005|11:15pm] |
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This week was coo. had a field trip to the california science center on tues. and on wed, i had 3 tests for math, bio, italian (hardest part of the week). after that, it was chill. I finished my math project which took me.. a tad bit long, came out alright. hell, something bad and sad happened today. it was sad. lol. wayyy sad. the rest was history. my mom went to vegas with her work people and she's coming back saturday night (only a day??? i would've at least 2 days if i was staying in vegas). I madly want a strawberry margarita right now esp from benihana.. I want summer vacation to arrive. fast. im goin to japan for a month and a half! soo happy and relaxing.
music... fo violin im really into vitali-chaccone (the one with sarah chang playing it; the album was "sweet sorrow") cause im playing it right now. shows anguish and anger to the world (well to me at least).
rebecca kim sent me "across the universe" by the beatles amd i like it a lot.
well, now that it is friday night, and i have nothing to do, I will watch televisione e sleepo. ciao!
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[28 May 2005|09:35pm] |
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So, i went fishing last week, im going on monday.. AGAIN. and im happy. anyways... i think i'll put some pics on here, cause i have nothing to say.. ENjoy~
my coral in my SALTWATER aquarium
Charlie.. greg fukushima's dog (when i went sleepin over with all the people)
Jun jumpin on the trampoline
flyin high
unfinished DNA model
Deformed peanut M&M lol
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[27 Apr 2005|04:04pm] |
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new layout. rebecca kim did it for me. oh yea, the post on the bottom; rebecca did that. lol. I DON't TOUCH MYSELF (wait, yea i do... how can u live w/o touching urself... doesnt make sense). anywho, yesterday, SMC orchestra rehearsal from 7-10pm. These two korean people (bro and sis) played this amazing solo song w/ orchestra, and they were like... 13. my jaw fucking dropped (whooooooOOOOOooooosh) while i was playing and they started. god dam, they were good. I bet they practice at least 4 hours a day. there was this other kid who was 13, and he was russian (or italian, or french, or german, some EUro race) he played mozart concerto solo part w/ orchestra, and i swore i could have played better than him. gosh, teh rehearsal was so tiresome.
Last week was slow and pretty much the same as any other. Ryan Mcdonald chased me with a grape condom (cause he tried to put it on my head) that i found on the football field, and i slipped and fell and got mud and grass shit all over my shirt. lol.
i haven't updated since so long, so i think i'll update it more.
i want a pet clownfish and some more cool geckos. my gecko layed a egg, but my dad fucking stopped the incubator cause he said it was going to "burn down the house" when i was going to school. it died.
i miss my japanese school people.
i love hip-hop.
i love rap.
it's a new fad (for me)
i like kanye west- where u @
and
yingyangtwins.
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[25 Apr 2005|08:57pm] |
I have a confession, and it's gonna burn for me to say this, but...
REBECCA IS HOTTT AND MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!
And I shall buy her lots of pretty things and be eternally grateful, a small price to pay for her immense graciousness in making me what I am today. That is all. And I touch myself.
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[02 Apr 2005|11:44pm] |
chowdownpooch216: last christmas,
VANITY function: you ate pudding
VANITY function: and farted.
chowdownpooch216: lol
chowdownpooch216: yea,
chowdownpooch216: i also ate beans
VANITY function: HAHAHAHA
chowdownpooch216: pinto beans.
chowdownpooch216: and lima beans
chowdownpooch216: from the 99 cent store.
chowdownpooch216: i saw this bum
VANITY function: ewwwwww
chowdownpooch216: he was @ the 99 cent store
VANITY function: and he only had 44 cents
chowdownpooch216: and he opened a bag of dried pinto beans
VANITY function: and you yelled at him
chowdownpooch216: and he just started eating it
chowdownpooch216: lol
VANITY function: gawd thats such a waste of beans
chowdownpooch216: LOL
VANITY function: EAT THEM RAW, BITCH
chowdownpooch216: hahhahahhahaha
VANITY function: you seds
esther is funny. shit i gotta do health hmwrk. sucks arse.
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[26 Mar 2005|02:13pm] |
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My birthday is tommorow. I am turning 15. <3 for all.
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